Well it looks like oh-eight is just about over. I can't say that this year wasn't a struggle, because it truly was. I lost my cousin and then I lost my grandpa only eight months later. The end of my senior year was crap, I dug myself into a hole and made it so hard for myself to climb out. I let myself get into an extremely unstable relationship, and it ended, horribly. I had rumors spread about me, and lost my parents trust. I have no one to blame for my mistakes but myself, and I take full responsibility. I may have made a complete mess of my life, but I sure as hell had a heck of a ride.
The end of this year is ending more pleasing than I thought. I can only hope it is a glimpse into a brighter year ahead. I love life at the moment, and I always say that right before I start hating it again. I'm hoping this time its as permanent as possible, because I can't lose this feeling, not this time. So I will be starting the new year with my head up and my heart out, keeping in mind that it could be the greatest year of them all.
New Years Resolution: Live, and let live.
Out.
