Today Sucks.

I'm sad because Neeko is currently upset with me. *Edit: Neeko is no longer of ANY importance in my life. [[05/19/2008]]* I feel like I'm at a total downfall, and I'm not sure why. Can I please just get through my last two weeks of high school, graduate, and live life? Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing with my life right now, I feel so much pressure from everyone around me. I miss people I shouldn't be missing, and I'm probably digging my own grave because of the shit I recently got myself into. I'm done. I'm done being this irresponsible and wreckless girl that I suddenly became overnight. One week being someone else is enough to make me hurl. How did I let myself get so weak as to conform to something I was completely against, only two weeks ago? Damn. Talk about being a hypocrite. I guess we all make mistakes and learn, time to get back to myself. Ignore my previous entry, that girl has left. Goodnight!